So I haven't posted in a while. And I feel like I should probably explain.
I don't want to get too much into detail because I don't want to talk about things that might not become true and end up failing everyone but I also feel like I should talk about it because there's nothing wrong with failing, and if I do fail you bet I'm gonna try again.
So what happened was I spent all my time over the past few months studying. Studying for what, you ask. See, when I finished high school I didn't really know what I wanted to do but I was sure I wanted to keep studying one day. I didn't know what I wanted to study but I knew that my ambition wouldn't let me forget about it. For years, I wondered what I could study and get a degree on and throughout the jobs I had I figured that what I really wanted to do with my life was own my own store. The business model exactly I'm not quite sure but the more I dive into veganism I feel like I'd love to do something related to vegan and eco-friendly fashion. And that leads me to try my hardest to accomplish that. And for that, I had to go to university (or college, if you're American, which most of my readers are). So because I'm too old to sign up for university in a regular way, the way that students fresh out of high school do, I had to do it a little differently and I'm gonna have to get through a test and possibly an interview (if the test goes well) in order to get in. And that's why I've been studying. The field that I'm gonna study in university is a little different from what I studied in high school so the test that I'm gonna be taking is gonna be on a subject I didn't have which makes it very difficult for me and therefore why I feel the need to study a lot. I've been studying every single day for the past three months and I feel like I'm just now getting confident in that subject and even still, I'm not that confident I'm gonna ace that test but I'm trying and like I said previously, if I fail, I'll try again next year and every year until I get in because I'm not giving up on my goals.
The posts around here aren't gonna come back, I'm sorry but with this whole Covid-19 thing, I've been busy at my day job as well so I can't promise when I'll be back IF I ever will. I'll still be updating my cruelty-free list, which most of you reading this probably don't care about because it's only relevant if you live in my country haha but I don't believe this is a goodbye for good, this is still my favourite hobby, it's just a matter of having time for it as I have other priorities in my life right now.
Marta Ribeiro xx
